I figured I would pass these along to my fellow readers/writers.
For Writers:
Brenda Drake's blog is hosting a critique fest. I'm on the list to be one of the people critiqued, because believe me, my latest piece of work needs all the help it can get before it's on querying level. The first 60 people are accepted, and they are filling up fast. So sign up now! Brenda Drake does a lot of awesome contests (and as much as I want to keep her blog a secret for myself, I feel it is important to share these things).
For Readers:
Sarah Johnston from YATopia just launched her new website and is doing a huge/massive giveaway. These prizes are well worth it - from books to a $50 voucher to Barnes and Noble. Seriously? $50! What's not to love. The gals at YATopia are all fantabulously awesome. So check out her new website and all of the massive giveaways!
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I came up with rough cover ideas for my two short stories last night. I sincerely hope to self publish them in a week. "Yellow Eyes" inspired by my chalk eating DnD character, and "She's the Bird" a short memoir of sorts.
Oh - and a personal life update - I lost my job. I attribute this to many things, but mainly, I think it's because my mentality cannot be stuck behind a desk all day. Has anyone else ever worked in an office? Did you like it?! And if so - how could you?!
I'm not saying that I'm high and mighty - "Look at me I'm above working" - because I'm really not. I actually like to keep myself busy, but office work was taxing on my creativity. It was hard to balance a creative life and a full time job. And yes, I am job searching. But I am hoping to find something in a creative firm - or maybe video games - where my aloof brain would fit in and I could spend all days dreaming of ideas.
In the meantime, I will self publish those two shorts. I will continue to edit my two finished manuscripts. I will query more agents. I will finish my third WIP, Rioss. I will, I will, I will...
Showing posts with label job. Show all posts
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Thursday, February 2, 2012
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Delete
He stared at the letter, reading the words over and over to himself, his eyes skimming the page backwards and forwards. He couldn't believe that he had received another one. Frustrated, his fingers clenched on the keys. He wanted to find the right words to send back, something to scream "You made the wrong choice." But instead, they just softened instead. His right hand moved over to the mouse and he hovered the cursor over the "Delete" key. If only there were some way to go back, edit the past, make him look and sound better on paper. Write a biography about himself and send it for review - he was interesting, he was an asset, he was helpful, but here he was stuck, like moss growing on a tree. He feared that if he moved, he would shrivel to pieces, his whole life would unravel. Maybe that's why he never tried to "sell himself on paper."
"We regret to inform you that you have not been chosen for this position." Number seventeen?
Was he to remain stuck at this job for ever. He looked around his cubicle office, drones of faces, long from boredom, paste white from lack of healthy vitamin D. He could almost see people throwing themselves out the windows in their mind's eye. Was he the only one going this crazy, or did people see these things when they looked at him? A rat clawing at the bars of his cage, praying that the grubby fingers from that chunky five year old won't come back to knock him around. Hoping that there will be a chance to move through the maze, get the prize at the end and finally rest for a moment in piece.
It had taken this job two months to get back to him, he had almost completely forgotten about it since he had given up hope. But instead of deciding that he wasn't good enough, he just became pissed off. He was good enough, and he wanted to rise up and scream it. In fact, he was rising up and screaming it.
"WHY THE HELL CAN'T I FIND A JOB?!" He stood on his desk, the soapbox of his life, his moment to live, his moment to decide that survival was better than money. "All of you, can't you see it, why do you stand for this?!" He pointed wildly out the window, their building stood facing the bricks of another building, "That view isn't reality, neither is this!" He kicked over his keyboard, attempted to kick down the cubical wall, but it wouldn't budge from the weight of all the other walls stacked against it. His foot throbbed in his polished, now scuffed, black dress shoe. "The real world isn't stuck in your monitors, your life doesn't need to be here!" His hair shifted into an unruly, brown mesh on the top of his head, his eyes sank from years of committing his life to being in this place. He remembered all the moments that he waited patiently for a raise, a promotion, something so that he could get a little more money, save more, retire early, finally do what he wanted to do.
"I've been waiting too long! And I think you have to!" He climbed over the gray cubical, half walking, half jogging away from the security guards that were now encroaching on his space. Papers flew out from under his feet, people dodged into their corners, one person from the mail room and copy center clapped, a few sparse chuckles were heard in the office, but mostly, people were scared.
"I'm telling you! Get out! Don't waste your life like me!" As the security guards took this man away, my friend turned to me and asked me if I knew who he was.
I shook my head, "But I'll tell you what, it's these moments that are the only reason worth working in a place like this - when people go crazy. Everyone has that breaking point."
My friend scowled, "So what happens when you reach yours?"
I smirked, "I just hope that I put on a better show than anyone else - one that people talk about for years to come."
"We regret to inform you that you have not been chosen for this position." Number seventeen?
Was he to remain stuck at this job for ever. He looked around his cubicle office, drones of faces, long from boredom, paste white from lack of healthy vitamin D. He could almost see people throwing themselves out the windows in their mind's eye. Was he the only one going this crazy, or did people see these things when they looked at him? A rat clawing at the bars of his cage, praying that the grubby fingers from that chunky five year old won't come back to knock him around. Hoping that there will be a chance to move through the maze, get the prize at the end and finally rest for a moment in piece.
It had taken this job two months to get back to him, he had almost completely forgotten about it since he had given up hope. But instead of deciding that he wasn't good enough, he just became pissed off. He was good enough, and he wanted to rise up and scream it. In fact, he was rising up and screaming it.
"WHY THE HELL CAN'T I FIND A JOB?!" He stood on his desk, the soapbox of his life, his moment to live, his moment to decide that survival was better than money. "All of you, can't you see it, why do you stand for this?!" He pointed wildly out the window, their building stood facing the bricks of another building, "That view isn't reality, neither is this!" He kicked over his keyboard, attempted to kick down the cubical wall, but it wouldn't budge from the weight of all the other walls stacked against it. His foot throbbed in his polished, now scuffed, black dress shoe. "The real world isn't stuck in your monitors, your life doesn't need to be here!" His hair shifted into an unruly, brown mesh on the top of his head, his eyes sank from years of committing his life to being in this place. He remembered all the moments that he waited patiently for a raise, a promotion, something so that he could get a little more money, save more, retire early, finally do what he wanted to do.
"I've been waiting too long! And I think you have to!" He climbed over the gray cubical, half walking, half jogging away from the security guards that were now encroaching on his space. Papers flew out from under his feet, people dodged into their corners, one person from the mail room and copy center clapped, a few sparse chuckles were heard in the office, but mostly, people were scared.
"I'm telling you! Get out! Don't waste your life like me!" As the security guards took this man away, my friend turned to me and asked me if I knew who he was.
I shook my head, "But I'll tell you what, it's these moments that are the only reason worth working in a place like this - when people go crazy. Everyone has that breaking point."
My friend scowled, "So what happens when you reach yours?"
I smirked, "I just hope that I put on a better show than anyone else - one that people talk about for years to come."
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