His fingernails turned black with dirt, the shovel just wasn't fast enough and his back hurt from the long day. He turned the soil over, digging farther and farther down. He kept looking back and forth, measuring with his eyes, making sure that he, indeed, had enough space. Just a few more inches, he thought, a sly grin growing across his face. The sky seemed to dance, captivated in his eyes. A huge weight was lifted off his shoulders as he breathed in the freshly turned dirt - this should be the way everyone celebrates the end of their work week. He wished so deeply that he could share this strange euphoria with his co-workers. Maybe they could feel the same, if only they knew his secret.
With a gruff huff, he shoved himself off the ground, wiping his soiled hands on his khaki pants. He almost laughed at the hand print streaks that they made, how his wife would be so angry with him for messing in the garden again, or what she thought was the garden.
He walked a few feet east where the five foot some inches long bag was sitting. He grabbed one edge of it and dragged it slowly towards the slightly longer three foot deep hole in the ground. The bag rolled into the hole with a sickening thud. The man scratched his itchy nose and then took another deep breath of fresh dirt and forest. He didn't care how long it took the cops to find the body, he didn't care if he died after this, he just knew it was time to bask. He could bask in the moments at work without someone breathing down his shoulder, he could finish his memoirs as everyone frantically figured out what happened to their fearful leader, he might even be congratulated for doing the deed that no one else dreamed of completing, but everyone wished they had the guts to. Sadly, there was nothing redeemable about the boss in the bag, and although one might wish that there was - that such a cruel act of human violence should be punished, but honestly, this wasn't the person to miss. The slave driver, manipulator, the person that stepped on everyone else and kept everyone down while clawing their way up the corporate ladder.
Yes, he thought, this was a good thing - and as he covered the bag and dirt sprinkled on the plastic like rain on a rooftop, he knew that this was the only way he could keep living. It was either the whipper or the whipping boy, and frankly, he thought, there was no way he'd let himself end up in a shallow grave - even if he now would meet his death in a chair.
It's been awhile since I've written. I wrote another piece that will be submitted to a publisher - once I polish it. I went on vacation - to a Unitarian Universalist camp in the woods, and it was super relaxing. It put me back in touch with myself, made me self-reflect. But while I was lost inside my own head, it was hard to put myself into another set of shoes. I actually love the feeling that I get from writing. It was nice to reflect on that, realizing that I am made for something more, and having some people affirm that I am, indeed, a half decent, if not good, writer. So now I'm back, in full force, for one blog entry a day. It's go time.